You're trembling. Slouching. Your arms are tucked in close. Your eyebrows are overworked, but you can't feel it. You can't feel anything, but that terrible pain in the pit of your stomach.
Eyes are darting. Darting to every shadow, around every corner, and to those things you imagined moved, but never did.
You start to sweat, and get short tempered. Nothing can help you but relief, and the knowledge that you are safe.
I have carpophobia. The fear of wrists and veins. I see wrists and i cringe. Pain runs through my body and instantly, I'm nauseous. I yell and have a fit until the culprit puts their wrists away.
It's what I'm scared most of. Weird, I know. But i can't take it. It makes me insane and angry. I hate it.
I didn't like my last post, and i wanted something better. So when my brother whipped out his wrists, It inspired me, and scared me, to write about this odd little fact about me.
What are you most afraid of?
what am i most afraid of?
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being completely forgotten.
feet.
haha, is that wierd? :P
i think thats pretty cool though, being afraid of wrists and veins.
You made my heart happy with this comment!
ReplyDeleteSorry it took so long also (:
I've been dying to get on!
Anyway, your fears are pretty cool, too.
Don't worry, you will never be completely forgotten. I check your blog like twice a day. So, know that lots of people are thinking of you.