Pit of emotions.

I feel like a black hole.
Emotions have been dumped and sucked in.
I feel nothing.
I feel everything.
Do you ever feel that way? Like nothing is the same. And it won't ever be the same.


High School.
Everything about it is amazing. My freshman class is 964. I go to a big school (:
I love the people.
Not the rude ones.
I love that there is someone and something for everybody.
Nobody is left behind.
I love that one boy hurts you and another is turning the corner, winking.
It's endless possibilities.

High school is a fresh start. Get away from the old, the worn. Get away from You. Find someone else. Find who you are, who you've been. Make who you will be.

People say "Oh find yourself"
I hate it.
It's absolutely obnoxious. It completely contradicts taking responsibility for your actions.
You make you.
And I will make myself strong. Independent. Smart. Determined. Decisive.
Everything I have always wanted to be.